White happy horse
Canvas, oil
80 / 120 cm
These are paintings about deep darkness and the way out of it. The first paintings that were created after a long period of depression, a series of losses and hand tremors, which did not allow creativity. This diptych is not about pure joy. The happiness of a once broken soul will always be a little sorrowful. And not about the despair of plunging into hopelessness. This horror has its own twisted beauty. Depression is not a battle, it is a path through a labyrinth from which it is impossible to emerge unscathed. "Don't close your eyes, look at me, you won't be the same as before, but you will be." "Don't look away, I'm coming."